First Post!

I have wanted to start a blog for a while, but I had never really felt a need or gathered enough motivation to do so. I'm starting now because I need something to procrastinate on to avoid homework during this winter break.

So what is this blog about? To be honest, I'm not sure yet, because I start a lot of projects that I don't maintain. If any hipsters out there are looking for the next big thing, don't necessarily get your hopes up (but hey you never know!) Anyhow, I've been feeling rather restless lately and was reading Allie Brosh's (whom I adore) wonderful blog Hyperbole and a Half and I discovered her post about depression. As I read through it, something stirred inside me as I realized that she articulated better than I ever will of how I was feeling. So yea, Allie Brosh, if you ever read this, I just want to thank you a bunch for writing that. In a way, it was kind of my corn, even though I didn't really have an emotional outburst (for those of you that don't know what I'm talking about go read her blog!) Back to what this blog is about. Well, I can say for certain that it's going to be a lot of random crap. If you like random crap, follow me or whatever you do on this site! If not, you can leave right now if you want to. I won't judge you. I won't even know who you are. There will also be art. Yay! But basically if I have random thoughts or rants I'll post them here where everyone's anonymous and no one will judge me either. There will be funny things, there will be sad things, there will be boring things, there will be interesting things. And let it be known that i don't just take an interest in things, I OBSESS. Like, obsessively (am I trying to be funny? The world will never know.) If a topic ever comes up that you also like, let me know so we can fangirl together! Yay!

So who am I? I am the average american teenager stressing about college, grades, social life, sleep, food, sadness, and yea. I'm trying this blog thing out and hopefully I can maintain it for at least a month before I forget about it, get bored, and relapse into the little ball of misery that I currently am. More personally, I don't really know how to describe myself. I like chocolate, the color purple, cats, chocolate, music, sleep, fuzzy things, books, nail polish, art, salads, (have I mentioned that I'm quite uninteresting?) I don't like mushrooms, olives, math, (theres not a lot of stuff that I don't like, but when I do dislike something I hate it with a passion.) I am (or I think I am because I've never been diagnosed with any of this stuff) OCD, ADHD, bipolar/depressed, and lactose intolerant. In real life, I'm very quiet with most people and also extremely awkward. So instead of suppressing all that awkward I'm just going to let it all flow here and let all that crazy out. Hopefully. Now I'm wondering if i should have made an alternate persona for this. Oh well. I also have weird brain spasms/memory lapses, so sometimes things will jump around and not make sense. Sorry. I'm weird like that.

So yea, that's the first post. Yay! It's very plain because I'm tired and I'll fiddle around with the settings and stuff later. ~hesitates before publishing then awkwardly slides away~

p.s. I was almost going to give up on this whole thing because i couldn't find a good URL thing. but now I'm proud because "cleverwittytitle" is a pretty clever witty title, right? I'm still mad at all those people that took perfectly good subdomain titles and only posted one word total on the blog. grr.

p.p.s. I'm reading this and it seems kind of boring. If somehow you've stumbled upon this blog, please please please give me your opinion! Or tips on how to make stuff more interesting and stuff like that. Heck, even hate mail would be cool.

This post has been edited to include proper grammar.